i have written a thousand posts in my head, but have yet to type one out. which is frustrating because there is so much that i want to remember. i don't want to forget a single thing about ascher as he grows up.
i want to always remember the smell when he's out of the bath and slathered in burt's bee's lotion. i want to remember the way his hair has been sprouting and not a single hair lays down...literally, it all stands up at the back of his head. i want to engrave in my memory the way he smiles at us in the mornings when we go to get him out of his crib (and how i sing to him every morning, "good morning, good morning, good morning to you."). i never want to lose the feeling of him holding my face with his chubby hands and giving me "kisses." i don't want to lose the mental image of him laying on the changing table and laughing at simple pleasure of getting his toes.
jeff and i have been truly blessed. ascher is such a happy, amazing child. he smiles constantly and loves to be on the go. seeing that grin makes every day so easy. he's incredibly vocal and has an ever-increasing "vocabulary."
changes are in the air...i'm heading back to work and ash is going to daycare. i think it's a good time for him to transition him. am i going to miss him? terribly so. i will miss spending our days together. i will miss him napping on my chest. i know that daycare won't change the bond that i have with him, but it's still going to be difficult not to have him with me!
i plan on making a true effort on the blogging front. bear with me...
No comments:
Post a Comment